Banting 2

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You know what?
The whole going-to-Banting idea... might not be just an idea after all. I might actually BE leaving - and if I am, it would be beginning of January or end of December, like, in half a month's time.

This is seroius business, not a prank, not at all.

My parents are already looking up and asking about the schools in Banting, about house rentals, tuition places... (information from Pastor Chris Long and since his son Nathaniel I think his name was, also in form 5 I think he is...) They are discussing about the pros and cons, and the pros of leaving Kuching kind of outweighs the cons, I think. We'll be saving on flight fares, time, and there are 4-5 schools in Banting that are quite good, rentals that are quite good. Transport would not be much of a problem, I think, and I'll be eating lots of Indian food...

AAAGGGHHHH!!!
The possibility is ... I think, 50-60% already...
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
Now even Pastor Chris Long is telling my mom all kinds of good and favourable things about Banting.... (she's talking on the phone even as I type right now)
THEY'RE ALREADY ASKING FOR HOUSE TO RENT??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHETHER AIRASIA OR MAS....
AND STARTING SCHOOL NEXT YEAR???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I think my school's going to be Teluk Datu Banting Methodist or something like that.) To think... I might have to leave without having a chance to say goodbye to my classmates...??!! I probably will be leaving before the 31st this month...
OF course I'll have to bring my beloved piano there too, don't care how much it costs... and maybe my bitch (female dog), Baby, too...? What if the West Malaysians make fun of me cos I'm Sarawakian??

I wonder if I'll wake up and find myself in another one of those terrible nightmare... but this feels too real, doesn't it?
I'm starting to feel rather depressed already... not just EMO... I'm feeling...
DEVASTATED!!!!!!!!!!!